My Crazy Thinking

Do I shut myself off for everyone? Am I afraid to get close to anyone? Recently, I've been feeling isolated. Like I would be in a room full of people and still feel so alone... I know there's people I can talk to, but I don't want to. Am I causing myself to be alone? It seems like it. I feel like no one is going through what I'm going through, but I know that's not true. I feel like no one wants me around, but I know that's not true. I just can't help how I feel sometimes. It sucks to be a girl, we have all these emotions and crap. Emotions suck! Except love. I could probably live with love, but then with love comes pain...