Am I here? Do I really exist? I don't feel like it, I feel like I'm on for a ride and I can't get off. I wanna get off the ride and control what is suppose to be my "life", but something is holding me back. I can't what it is, but I know it's there. This isn't making much sense... but I don't care, it's what I think. My thoughts is the thing I can control. I'm losing that control too. Soon I'll just be here physically, but not mentally. I'm losing parts of myself and I don't know how to get them back. I have to try to hold myself together, but I'm failing. I've never actually won anything, so I know I'm going to lose myself. I'm never going to come back. Once I'm gone, I'll be gone forever. So say your goodbyes now... if you really care...
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You can't control what you never had control over in the first place. God should be in control of the ride, but you have to give it to him, he won't just take it. :)
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